无里头的闯进了这一间美国工厂...一闯就闯了四年,还期盼可以转去长期员工...一等再等...从两年ETW到两年的ITW,还期盼有机会可以成为安捷伦的一分子,但不能如我所愿,工厂的条件是死的..每一样都要靠文凭才可以...我也为了自己打算,跑去报名继续我的学业,希望赶得及在我的工作期完毕之前拿到我的文凭, 读书不是我的长处, 也不喜欢, 但还是硬着头皮拿了...我知道也有例外的...如老板有权或肯为你争取,就可以顺流而下成为安捷伦的一分子..但我老板怕多事..没为我争取,也衰在刚好安捷伦现在冻结,不准请人..也衰在自己不争气,读书一直拿"F", 没能及时拿到我的文凭..也不能怪任何人...
我的老板很好,他很疼我,在那么紧要关头也为我争取到ETW,但我心冷了...我很心痛...很不想离开这里,毕竟在这儿有了四年的感情....但我又不想退后...人只准前进,我只好送我的工作申请书出去...刚好有间公司需要请人,我不知那间好不好,因为是本地公司,我怕改变,也怕进错公司, 但如果没有尝试怎么会知道这份工适不适合我呢??这份工如果我拿到的话, 我可能不像以前那样坐着闲着闲着没事干...在这里泡网了...从老板大略提过的, 总觉得有很多东西做,包山包海, 我觉得可以从中学习, 可能这份工对我以后去荷兰会有很大的帮助, 因为我之前上网查荷兰最欠缺什么样的人,发现原来我的Admin岗位聘请率很底很底...如果我接了这份工,我的工作会比较廣...也是很多人都对我说,人是为了自己,不要每天看在别人份上搞到自己现在没长进...四年了,还是Admin....每天叮嘱我,我还年轻,应该出去闯...所以我不得拒绝我老板的提议...当我讲我不继续的时候,看到老板失望的样子我很心虚,也很悲,但他还是装着高兴终于可以请新人了.... 但他最近每天都问我想清楚了吗??每一次有人提到这话题,我的心都抽痛...眼泪不自由主的在眼眶打滚....但还是装到很高兴....
说真的很高兴有人收留我,福利又好,还有很多好处;
也伤心要离开每一位疼爱我的上司们和同事们....我真的不舍得.....但我没有得选了....对不起...


愕??我又哭了.....

我的老板很好,他很疼我,在那么紧要关头也为我争取到ETW,但我心冷了...我很心痛...很不想离开这里,毕竟在这儿有了四年的感情....但我又不想退后...人只准前进,我只好送我的工作申请书出去...刚好有间公司需要请人,我不知那间好不好,因为是本地公司,我怕改变,也怕进错公司, 但如果没有尝试怎么会知道这份工适不适合我呢??这份工如果我拿到的话, 我可能不像以前那样坐着闲着闲着没事干...在这里泡网了...从老板大略提过的, 总觉得有很多东西做,包山包海, 我觉得可以从中学习, 可能这份工对我以后去荷兰会有很大的帮助, 因为我之前上网查荷兰最欠缺什么样的人,发现原来我的Admin岗位聘请率很底很底...如果我接了这份工,我的工作会比较廣...也是很多人都对我说,人是为了自己,不要每天看在别人份上搞到自己现在没长进...四年了,还是Admin....每天叮嘱我,我还年轻,应该出去闯...所以我不得拒绝我老板的提议...当我讲我不继续的时候,看到老板失望的样子我很心虚,也很悲,但他还是装着高兴终于可以请新人了.... 但他最近每天都问我想清楚了吗??每一次有人提到这话题,我的心都抽痛...眼泪不自由主的在眼眶打滚....但还是装到很高兴....
说真的很高兴有人收留我,福利又好,还有很多好处;
也伤心要离开每一位疼爱我的上司们和同事们....我真的不舍得.....但我没有得选了....对不起...
安捷伦; 有我的美好回忆, 有我们大家的欢笑声, 有爱戴我的人,有可爱活泼又高尚HST, 有疼爱我的老板, 有我可爱的座位, 有我奇怪的scanner,每天准时5点返工,不然就是没来上班...,有我..........有欢有泪..相聚,分离,看新人进来,看旧人离开...高兴,伤心....两者都有...
如今,是我在安捷伦话上句点了...有点可惜不能在此公司逗留,不然我会永远陪你们的....
我会好好珍惜及保存我们的回忆的....
记得保持联络....
我会好好珍惜及保存我们的回忆的....
记得保持联络....

愕??我又哭了.....
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but at the mean time also excited to my new job =)
I am sure the time you spent in Agilent, the way you work, the relationship you had generated will make you become the forst choice at the interview.
Sometimes the truth is very cruel, not many ETW can moved into Permanent, this is lousy process. I always think admin is very important to the organization. But no choice, life is like that....you just need to step on the right path. If you still like here, get yourself on the path, I am sure you can.
I have changed many company and i never look back and regret on what i have chosen because new environment is the place for us to learn new things. Good Luck and all the best in you new job :D
没有绝对的对与错,没有绝对的好与坏,也没有绝对的开心与否。。。只要是决定了就勇敢地去面对,大步踏过去,你一定能跨越的。。。事后再回首,你就会发现自己其实成长了很多。。。
趁开心时分离还会留下美好的回忆,弄僵了依然继续反而会搞得尴尬收场。。。(也别太在意别人的眼光,不重要的人的看法不重要,重要的人不会对你有不好的想法。。。)
塞翁失马焉知非福,我们的前景依然美好,过去的自问自己曾经真心用心走过就好。。。别忘了,你有一个知你的同名人,加油!^_^ ***huggie***
my new job is totally no related to my current job le..if still maintain the same job, i think i will choose to stay in agilent la...coz i love my colleagues and the environment.......=(
theys always think a lot of ppl can work for admin job...tat's y dun wan hirer or convert admin into permanent...
no choice liao....i have to go out luang luang chong liao..-.-III
at the same time can learn new things^.^
agree...my fren always said if you wan cho teng teng take salary one..agilent is very good place for you..if you wan chalengging job you got to left agilent...
i want cho teng teng one but..now...i got to try new job liao...=) hope i like u..no regret on my decision la...=)
Hai Chai face look happy..but can see when i said i dun wna to work he look disappoted lo..the most important things he dun wan talk to me ~>.<~
tao keh sou ah..she keep asking me wan to left ah?? bla bla bla..then i said: dun make me cry.... she said: lu ka un ngia dun make me cry-.-III she said all of us 1 kio 1 kio lun liu chao....
ASK said HST maybe wan to change name liao called LPT (low profile team)=) all the active member chao liao...president, sexitary and etc.
New jobrole in HST: Meow: president? ah lean: sexitary, ASKk: CEO, Janice: concultant??
ya..next time can find them for lunch but at outside..not in A anymore...=(
可能其他地方会更好....像你那样也选择了自己的路跨出了....
对对!! 谢谢你...我会踏出去的..那一天绝对不可以哭...
thanks you and selinna..
neoh neoh, I mentally support you.. I also working hard here.. we sama-sama gambatte ya.. *hugs*
sorry din reply u immediately coz i was in shanghai and multiply was not accessable there...
now in tokyo only can log in...
i feel sad for you too...
reply u more when i free...
is ok la lulu...at least now i get better offer also...
thanks for submit cv for me....=P
ai ku gui= susu,lala, lily, me and ah lean...(janice act strong...)